Life is full of everything, the sad, the inspirational, the hopeful, the tragic, the honest, the truth, the pain and everything you can imagine an existence to have. With this blog I just want to share what some of my things are, hope you enjoy :)
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
The shadows
I am baited by what I crave most, like a lamb led to its slaughter I feel when I look upon my wants knowing where they are leading me. I see death, I know defeat, I can express the bitter cry of my anguish when I chase them, yet still do I run after them as if my life depended on it. Why do I do this to myself my thoughts utter to my selfish ears. You know the sensation it brings, you love the calm before the storm I say to myself, why can't I just not go through the storm and enjoy the calming waters? That is my thought far to often, give me the outcome and results of a difficult life while never having to walk in courage, or battle through the thoughts of fear without actually having to wage war. I see now that my wants, my impulses and desires are for Glory without obscurity, to stand with the legends without defying the ordinary. I want the live without having to live through struggles. How messed up is this, what mindset has been consuming me, what man have I become that I will do anything not to look clueless just so I can stand in front of others to teach them? What hypocrisy has been hiding in the shadows, what foolishness masquerading as wisdom have I allowed to seep into these pools of love.
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